Tag: Failure
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Ridiculous
I’ve never considered myself ridiculous. Not down deep. But when you already have a low self esteem and people, even those who claim to love you, treat you or tell you that you are you tend to believe it. How I look: I’ve always tried out different styles. I enjoy it. But I’m terrified to…
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A Revelation
It’s been a couple years since I’ve written in this blog. Mainly because my computer died and writing from an iPhone just doesn’t cut it. But the other reason is because I felt like a big, fat, failure. I gained all my weight back after hitting my plateau. I found out that the knee surgery…
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Dad circa 2012
I don’t know how many of you will be able to relate to this next Journey of mine, but I have waited to put this one down. Mainly because I didn’t want my siblings getting upset with me. But I had to realize this isn’t about them it’s about me. Selfish right? My parents were…
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Epic Fail
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have had a week. I ran out of food and it takes a week for it to get here. So I’m in deep trouble. I have not fixed all my own issues yet, so when the potato salad, the pasta and the alcohol called I answered with the Hallelujah chorus. Oh my! Well…
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There Will Be Days
There will be days that you feel like total and complete crap. Days when the food just doesn’t want to go down. Days when you just want to sleep. Days when you can’t get out of your own head and feel FAT! Days that if you get 5 feet away from the bathroom it’s a bad…

